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Aghhh the senselessness, I left my grandfather to go smoke a cigarette because I couldn't smoke in front of him....He wanted to spend his last days with me. He had lung cancer from smoking. “THE MIND IS .. –JOHN MILTON ..PARADISE.. LOST A PLACE .. OF ITS OWN AND IN IT ONE CAN MAKE A HEAVEN OF HELL OR A HELL OF HEAVEN.” ∞†‡∆ Papa, I remember the first time you came in my dreams after your physical D.E.A.T.H. You were in your favorite chair. You were pointing toward something you wanted me to see. I was afraid by seeing you. Thus, you disappeared. Sincerely, Lil John The methodology of the Sintax had caught up with him (WILD TURKEY and FILTERLESS CIGARETTES). The trespassing of the cells (Cancer) had already begun feeding on his mortality. Had a valve inserted into his chest; the first of the (mechanical insects “worm”). It was to feed him medicine. Had two televisions within arms length of his bed. Grandma told me that he would wheel himself into the den. He would cry as