honea byrne

“ ‘You see, there’s a problem. We must move forward to progress. It is our mission from God to civilize savages, my dear sweet princess.’ So he, the great Desoto claimed drunken and convincing himself once again that he could defy time itself. He was clever with his words, and the Great Queen, oh so loved flattery. Thus, he got her endorsement to finance his trip to find his fountain of youth. He would need a crew to set out on his great expedition. Yet the Queen of Spain was wise and sent her own spy. The spy, being a man Catholically endorsed. Mist floats on the water. Squirrels jump from tree to tree. Fog stays on the grass where unseen snakes wait. Underneath the school, spirits wait to be at rest by moving their bones. With the bones, do ideals get buried underneath self-imposed agendas? Inside a conference room, underneath one of the biggest prisons of the U.S. a group of the world’s most powerful individuals in the world are plotting. And their logics are ‘in the best i

Well...I reckon it might be synonymous with a positive affirmation in that if I create a happy fulfilled lifestyle on the paper it will come to me, come to you. It will come surely, after all life does imitate art, Art Imitates Life. It manifest as I bare witness to Creativity being a path way to either Righteousness or wicked. "We Are Spiritual Beings Having A Human Experience," yea I heard that countless times in those anonymous groupings. Also heard many times of Spiritual Enlightenment when one loves unconditionally and enjoys it. And also living a life one once thought could never be-so happy so joyous and free. YES I have also had such experiences-alas only remembered in my Gratitude.

…and so what’s the point of it all In my latest e-book I am working on a scene in which four characters are transformed from being mentally/emotionally unstable into living brand new happy fulfilling lives through the means of very experimental psychological methods. These methods are induced at a Fictional Mississippi State Mental Illness Hospital. All of these characters have some personal intimacy to me that parallels persons I have met in my life. I am having a very challenging time writing these new happy fulfilling lives. Why? Well, I can construct self-analytical theorems which may be true. Most would be very entertaining I assure you. The true dilemma is a fear to take action to reach for that life that is fulfilling. A fear that fills the mind with false predictions "The What ifs" and "It'll never work becauses"-and then the mind looks for logics in a self-hopelessness in FALSE EVIDENCES APPEARING REAL. "A

I am coming to assume that at times when others tell me, "Just keep this between you and I" they could be trying to manipulate me. Manipulate me into thinking that I am their best and only friend so they can hurt me later when I am off guard. Of course, after years of head games I am open to the fact that I might be paranoid. Am I being guarded for a vain sense of control? In the past when others have told me secrets I have noticed that they expect me to tell them a secret about myself. Do they do this as ransom so I won't tell there secret? What if I did tell the big secret? Would they seek vengeance?

In the Delinquent-Group-Diamond Above the Scapegoat(bottom) is the Dyad. The Dyad is formed by two coming together to survive the group. Two coming together like lovers who are opposed by outside forces to be together? More important than the rhetorical question I posed above is how is identity kept? Kept if the group is imposing destructive acts. For instance, what if there were two out of a group of terrorist that opposed they're thinking. Would one person quickly conform under pressure with out having the strength of another? What if one of the dyad was manipulating the other to gain a sense of identity? In this question we see abuse and patterns of co-dependency. The one who says "You'll never survive without me" and the one who says "I can't live my life with out you" are really expressing the same thing. There is a positive aspect when the dyad forms a plan that benefits all.

According to an article I researched JFK and his family did much in the area of Special Education. He was inspired to do so by his younger sister Rosemary. Starting in 1946 when Mrs. Joseph Kennedy established the Joseph P. Kennedy Jr. Foundation. In which led to the Special Olympics. JFK himself, brought credentialed professionals together to properly give proper needs to those with Special Educational needs. This brought forth jobs and better treatment. Also brought 116 amendments passed in congress, in the interest of those needing Special Education, that are still used today. It is important to remember that everyone is entitled to fair treatment and equal opportunities in our country. As well as, other US Presidents to continue the work President Kennedy established.

In the early 90’s a rap group, from Gulfport Mississippi, “The Mississippi Dough Boys” put out an album. One of their songs on their album was called “The Big Belly Man”-by group member Notorious B1. Few months later The Notorious B.I.G. comes out with his song “Juicy.” Shortly thereafter, I spoke with an affiliate of The Mississippi Dough Boys, who informed me that Sean “Puffy” Combs bought the rights to “The Big Belly Man” and the name Notorious B1. Too many times I didn’t remember B.I.G. saying in the beginning of his song “JUICY.” “This is to all the teachers who said I wouldn’t amount to nuthin’….” Especially around numbers of the school house population, to include a thousand kids. Most of them seem not to share the same values of character that I have. That the educator should have. How many of us (educators) came in with the mind set of saving the world? Only-only to become hateful over time. Told myself I wouldn’t be like the teachers who talked trash about the students.

While consumed in the thought of "What did you mean by saying that?" I was blessed to be introduced to the Keep it in the sentence by a supervisor. I am aware of the peace I get when I leave all my emotions in the action that caused them. I am no mind reader, so how do I know a persons thoughts? To assume I do is not only mentally defeating, it is also selfish in that I am not allowing that person to have their own existence. I ponder, "Do ones that have been subjected to abuse subject to this way?"

At the bottom of the what is "Delinquent-Group-Diamond" there is the scape goat. This is the person who takes the blame to give leaders power. From an introspective point of view I pondered what are other characteristics of the scape goat and what causes a person to be a scape goat? I play a miserable game on myself that is no fun at all. I put negative meaning on others action. "Two co-workers were talking about me that's why they..." "The boss wants to fire me that's why they want to have a meeting with me." Do people possibly do this because of a fear of powerlessness? When taking blame for everything I remove myself from society because of a fear of rejection.

http://www.docstoc.com/docs/131849055/Delinquent-Group-Diamond This is the diagram theorem used at work to anlyze and influence positive behaviors.