XLIII Byrne this Note , "Being an AA guru is like being patient of the month at Whitfield." © 2015
Left there on a new psyche med, geodon. This medication is also used as an anti-seizure medication for Epilepsy. Was told to take a benadryl to help me sleep. The stuff, geodon, gave me the shakes, like delirium tremors. When I drank coffee it made it twice as worse. Also had horrid side effects. I remember one day I was trying to explain integer operations. Went blind for several seconds in the middle of the lesson. While I drove, I got light headed to the point of almost passing out. She stayed by me. Had her on the, “He’ll fall to pieces with out me. ” Didn’t go out much. I’d freak out getting with paranoia and displaced anger. Enough became unbearable to her so she left me. I was crushed. Started going by her house during ,lunch breaks. One day… I begged and pleaded her to come back… That afternoon I called my sponsor. He took me to the courthouse. I was shaking uncontrollably. Was constantly telling anyone who would listen, “Do you think she’ll take me back?” A po