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“First it’s going to be great. You are going to go on dates. She’ll say anything you want to hear. Bate you in. She’ll tell you that no man has ever made her feel this way. There’s that uncertainty involved. You don’t know whether the other one wants you or not. You’ll treat her too good, because in your mind, you’re making up for how bad you treated the last one. You’ll have good meetings with her family. Why? Because they’ll be relieved for someone else to take care of her. They’ll be happy to get her out of their house. She’ll be the perfect girlfriend to your friends and family. Then she’ll slowly start doing things to get rid of you because she knows she has you. You’ll find yourself doing things you told yourself you’d never do just to hold onto something that is gone.”-AA Sponsor's warning "Serene, serene, serenity," she kept singing over and over again. She put five pancakes on my plate. Poured the syrup. Handed me a glass of orange juice.  "She seem

DAMN I HATE THIS FEELING. I TRY TO GET CLOSE AND SHE TURNS AWAY. SHE EVEN GOT UP AND WENT IN OUR DEN TO SLEEP ON THE COUCH. Monday was ruff. Spent hours stuffing envelopes with flyers. Flyers that had better life pictures on them. A life I know I'll never have. Life pictures of couples on big yaughts, parties on mansion patios, beutiful sunsets on remote islands. Hours later we're at The couples in Recovery meeting. Her words are scathing. She's become the big scene maker, "I can't believe you brought alcohol and drugs into our home! I LEFT EVERYTHING FOR YOU!" "Sounds like ya'll need recovery friends," one of the Founders of Couples in Recovery founders, Stan interrupts her. "DON'T INTERRUPT ME!" Carmelita went on and on for minutes that felt like hours. After the meeting. She leaves with them Stan and Serene. They're the ones who met us when we first got in town. I feel so betrayed. I try to follow and make some s