100 Love Letters I'll Never Send (...difference now is that I know what questions to ask myself to gauge my quality of life or lack thereof.) (c) 2017
So aptly it had to be named because she knew something that I didn’t have the capacity to know back then. Or know now; reckon the difference now is that I know what questions to ask myself to gauge my quality of life or lack thereof. Just look at them. Keep the females in my mind. Come up with a situation and let the hand do its thang. For this would be far better than any drama I’d have to face if I was actually in a relationship. “I told you I’d never love again,” -and I meant it at the time. Love that was so indescribable at the time I can explain now after so much time and distance between us. Just that action of being physically affectionate with you was a big part of it. It was everything I had dreamed and “Now it was becoming true.” Was there any point to it after that? There had to be. I think of some of the more fonder moments. Like on my twenty first birthday when you helped me when I was alcoholically induced with sickness. I thought it was such a gre