Epilogue of "The Coin" (C) 2025 edits in progress

 Anything and Any Measure to NOT be wrong:

                                                                            When he listened to his point of view, "They are taking over.." All along the while he thought about the room he taught in was being inside of a rectangle. Inside to escape the Outside-Is the purpose of Education. He had an argument with his girlfriend. Barely made his rent this month. She scorned, "You don't even do anything for me anymore." The day before that he was at the bus stop and telling at kids to get on the bus. They yelled back, "YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" was the mild form of the expression. He returned home-and almost dosed off until he heard a gunshot from the apartment complex next door. He immediately fell the floor and covered his head.

                                                                            "They're savages, even Malcolm X wanted his own kind to live seperately. Everything they get a hold of they ruin. That's why 'The Great White Plight' happened when the White's left left the public schools. The White's were afraid for their safety." He didn't want to call anymore. Real men don't complain. A tear streamed down his cheek.  

With three hours of sleep, he ate a banana, while nervously chainsmoking, and driving. John Lenonon was preaching on his radio, "I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round," hitting every pothole on Frontage Road. 

He was everso familiar with the demographics that he didn't even look around: burnt down houses, houses with broken windows, houses with bars on doors and windows. Had the local liqour store with gas stations that were owned by immagrants.

He flicked the flaming cotton cigarette filter of the fourth cigarette out the window. Then he pushed the button to roll down all four windows. Vent all the dirty air out "...and hopefully the negativity from the day before."

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