The Enter View (Cemetery Rock) part 3 (C) 2025-26

 "Gave Up The Ghost?"

"Yes. I must give a warning. Don't go through life in a drunken and narcotic state. Dabbling in those sort of things makes anyone in anyplace susceptible to npt of this world possession. It is like being forced into the back of a car, like police car,  going someplace you don't wanna go. It is no coincidence in all those suicides and homicides plaguing humanity. All those oracles and soothsayers chewed on leaves to get them high just to get their guard down. They lost their inhibitions. And sometimes from these unseen world entities whispered in their ears with good and unfortunately bad intent. 

                                            THE FUTURE IS JUST A SERIES OF CHOICES 

                                                                        MANIFESTING."

"What are you implying? When was the last time you used drugs and alcohol? What do you mean 'Gave Up The Ghost?' Why are you desecrating the dead?"

                                                           

At the same time

        perhaps

 in a deiferent place: 


After i 

took the ring out of my pocket and handed it to him across the table; I saw that look in his eyes. A peace of Sergeant Lott went over his face. The wrinkles that seemed to be the stitches that kept the paper thin skin on his face. His face got fuller. 

He couldn't hide behind fear any longer. His tears fell-a release of those years of pain. 

He left the room with his cigarette still burning in the ashtray. I watched the smoke rise. Reminded me of

"when I opened that Ghost Energy drink can outside of the secluded cemetery entrance. The sound of opening the can. That breath out of releasing things that trap you, imprison you. Precipitation released the aparition, the spectre. The guidance took it's form and I followed to where I needed to be a channel.

"You should protect yourself," Sergeant Lott said when he reentered the room and handed me a bible.

"You are free to go now."

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