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                         Do you remember 

 

 

how

 old you were when you were shown how to trace your hand?                                                                        I do not remember how old I was when I was shown how to trace my hand.                                                  I do remember my traced hand was cut out on construction paper; then was shaped                                    into a bird. I also remember it being so magical seeing two hands forming a bird in                                                                      The Light's                          shadow these same two hands                                                                                       come together during prayer.             

Some time ago, more recent than childhood, I became obsessed with tracing my hands on pieces of paper. Peace of Mind Piece of Mind Mind of Peace Here. Hear.                                                                                                                                                             But Somewhere else.                                                                                                                                                                          Worlds: words within words.

                                                                                                              Words: worlds within worlds.

Some Time Ago...

Circles and Spheres.

One day an obsession came and started Tracing my hand.

 

Then came the day when I just decided to place my hand on the cover of that Bible. I closed my eyes. Then I inhaled slowly; thinking of all my problems/conflicts, wanting some sort of sign to ensure that I'd be okay. Next I opened the Bible, started turning pages hoping something would guide me.

                                            HELD MY BREATH.

                                            -EXHALED SLOWLY-

                                              halfway   

                                                   I 

                                              opened                                                                                                                                                                            my eyes. Stopped          

                             "Breathe God In. Breathe The World Out."

                                                                                       turning                                                                                                                                                                          The Pages. 

 

Perhaps                                                                                                                                                              that same finger pointed to those words                                             

                                        

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