I awoke to your voice at 2 AM: The EnterView part 7 (C) 2026 Edits in progres

I’m the One
That traveleved
Through the radio, television, cd, internet to motivate them. I’m the one that spreads words through tongues-Redundant Reputable Respite Retribated Retribution
“Obviously, the reality of a narcissist.”
I’m the One
Entered that broken hearted waiting on the telephone to ring-
As it is
As it’s always
Been
BLACK and WHITE: White page looking for Black Letters.
I was woken up by hearing your voice at 2 in the morning-
They say, “There’s not much that goes on good at that time in the morn (mourn).
People dreaming
Should be sleeping
People scheming
Babies conceiving
Souls leaving
…and yes, some gonna wake up in Eternity-
A sentence of sentences in boxes.
 
And during the short pause she calmly looked into his (my) eyes.
Enter(viewer): “I want you to know that you are safe here. To Be Yourself. It must have been very difficult on you to have seen and heard so many things. Do You have any friends?"
 
Enterviwee: "I have noticed lately that when someone is nice to me, I get overwhelmed with this feeling that He or she is going to hurt me."
 
Enterviewer: "Does it feel good to be important?"
 
                                ... 3 dots means missing information. 

                                                                                                                

                                                                                                                                         I kept something that no one noticed.
                                                                                                                                                    It’s a notebook (Janie’s).


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