into The Twilight Zone-A reflection theophanies and epitaphs in progress...
It comes as a marathon during certain times of the year on the #SYFYchannel. It's 11:36pm and the marathon of the #TwlightZone is on. Where is your mind at? What of those memories triggering your emotions? As for me, I'm remembering being in The US Army drinking while I watched The Twilight Zone Marathon. I ponder now if something else was going on.
I'm remembering this,
"Damn T.V. ever shut up? Not the greatest thing to wake up to after a drunken blackout. I think I have seen this episode as a kid. It is the one where the sun wouldn’t rise in the western cowboy town. And nobody could figure it out until the very end. The reason they came up with was that they all had done something in their lives. They came to the deduction that the sun was never going to rise again. My mind used to wonder after seeing something like that. It would be the inspiration get’er. I’d grab a drink, smoke a j. and start writing the most insane things. At the time I would think it was just the greatest thing ever written. Yet after I dried up a little I would be disappointed by the ramblings. Some of those writings I still haven’t looked at. I make my way to my feet. Great, more ramblings. I see I wrote something in the not so distant past. I sit at the table because I was about to faint. An unopened beer by the scribbling and an unlit cigarette by the empty beer can I used as an ashtray. Can’t remember the last time I had a beer for breakfast. I gulp down the warm bitter fizz too fast and it has some type of negative reaction in my belly. I spew again. Almost falling out of the chair, all the blood rushes to my head as I stagger to a candle’s flame mounted on the wall. I lit my cig.’..."
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An excerpt of the first book I wrote when I got sober over 17 years ago. I'm grateful. I'm wondering if there were somethings I conjured to my subconscious mind. Conjured during the witching hour. After all, the apex of my rock bottoms came during that hour. Things that have yet to come. If I weren't clean and sober I'd miss out on these revelations. Thank you God (My LohRd).
I'm remembering this,
"Damn T.V. ever shut up? Not the greatest thing to wake up to after a drunken blackout. I think I have seen this episode as a kid. It is the one where the sun wouldn’t rise in the western cowboy town. And nobody could figure it out until the very end. The reason they came up with was that they all had done something in their lives. They came to the deduction that the sun was never going to rise again. My mind used to wonder after seeing something like that. It would be the inspiration get’er. I’d grab a drink, smoke a j. and start writing the most insane things. At the time I would think it was just the greatest thing ever written. Yet after I dried up a little I would be disappointed by the ramblings. Some of those writings I still haven’t looked at. I make my way to my feet. Great, more ramblings. I see I wrote something in the not so distant past. I sit at the table because I was about to faint. An unopened beer by the scribbling and an unlit cigarette by the empty beer can I used as an ashtray. Can’t remember the last time I had a beer for breakfast. I gulp down the warm bitter fizz too fast and it has some type of negative reaction in my belly. I spew again. Almost falling out of the chair, all the blood rushes to my head as I stagger to a candle’s flame mounted on the wall. I lit my cig.’..."
click this link for e-book
An excerpt of the first book I wrote when I got sober over 17 years ago. I'm grateful. I'm wondering if there were somethings I conjured to my subconscious mind. Conjured during the witching hour. After all, the apex of my rock bottoms came during that hour. Things that have yet to come. If I weren't clean and sober I'd miss out on these revelations. Thank you God (My LohRd).
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