I ask you "What is really going on in Psyche Wards?" literary trailer for "Going Educational" © 2014


“Do you make up your own reality? A fantasy world as your shield because you are scared of the real world with its taxes, jobs, and I’m pretty sure you can fill in the blanks with what ever else scares you. Or are you so dissatisfied that you create your own and make it real? Oh I’ve heard the hack clicheic excuses before that are universally accepted, ‘Normal is just a setting on a washing machine.’ ‘No one is normal.’ ‘The Illuminati controls reality.’ ‘What you think is real really isn’t real at all.’”


No privacy, every activity is monitored. They would go so far as to have dinner parties where they would pretend the footage was some kind of TV sitcom. For their entertainment this evening Anne Simpson was the host at this lavish home literally in the middle of no where. It has five roads leading to it. Five paths that are occultist, conveniently shaped like a pentagram. Dr. ___________ aka ‘Lil’ Nick’ said it was part of work.


“WE ARE IN THE EYE OF THE GODS. I am the poet of the Ancient Ones-The Archetype Of The Universe. I will be your guide.” The Man With No Shoelaces is put in the counseling role again.

“I’m just creating this. This isn’t how it is. THIS ISN’T REALITY.” Carlton vainly tries to keep his logics in tact. He fears he’s about to have another psychotic episode.

 “Yep satan wants us to kill each other. Evident by the legal right of everyone to carry a concealed weapon.” Former High School History teacher continues to escape reality through his “make believe” stories. These stories may allude to a truths that are yet to be revealed.


“Carlton, you keep getting better and better.” Carlton believed Dr. __________ to be telling  a half truth after seeing the book on the shelf, Dante’s Inferno: A Black Majick Interpretation For Applicable Use In The Modern World.

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