Origin, In between drags- © 2015

Origin, In between drags- © 2015, 2012 (Excerpt from Fearless III )

          Always had that excuse “I’m stressed and I’ll handle it after I smoke.” At times, I used the severity of the situation as an excuse to smoke more. Situations like waiting by the telephone “Is she going to call?” going to the job interview, going to see someone that I really didn’t want to see, I’d smoke about ten in a row. Of course with drinking I would smoke up to three packs a day. Many times I smoked a whole pack in an hour.

          First learned about the cigarette being a vehicle for slothful logics when I was working in the shelter. My peers perceived it as a right to smoke a cigarette during the workday. Many times they’d get lucky and get the supervisor in charge on their side by giving him cigarettes.

          Of course, there came a day when I heard a supervisor say “These guys smoke more than they work.” After hearing that I decided that I had to be different than my peers. This meant working harder. I didn’t want to be satisfied with living in the shelter.

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