100 Love Letters I'll Never Send (self-justified ) (c) 2017
Missing his girl, who moved hundreds of miles away, he is filled with self-pity. He is at the last place he took her. While there, a pretty waitress he knew of in high school hits on him hard.
"Have'n't been hit on for years. I wondered why now Loh'Rd? Why did it happen so easily?
I paid the bill, Britney handed me the receipt back with her number on it. I drove all the way home waiting for Carmelita to call me back. When she didn't call me back I justified it as being a sign from the Loh'Rd that it was over and I was justified.
Called Britney. twenty minutes later, after finding out that she has a toddler, who is asleep. She has pictures of her with a man in army fatigues, 'Oh that's my husband, he's way out of the picture now.'
The ceiling fan was chilling until I felt her body heat. I had gotten up the courage to wrap my arms around her as she was finding a cd to put in the sound system...To Billy Ocean singing "I used to think that love was just a fairy tale
Until that first hello until that first smile
But if I had to do it all again I wouldn't change a thing ..."click to hear Billy Ocean song
She felt like a squeezing glove, Our bodies made that skin to skin slapping sound then went to a sweaty slide.
I was glad when I had my arms wrapped around as she slept.
It was nice to be appreciated and to know that I was wanted. Then Carmelita called. Of course, I answered my cell phone. Britney remained asleep. 'No baby that's fine I just was worried that you had gotten hurt.' I played it off. Told her I had just woken and was headed to the corner store to get some soda.I just knew that my Loh'Rd had tested my faith in the beautiful love I have for Carmelita. Then I knew she was the one for me. I drove home."
He, my sponsor, then just looked at me some what annoyed and says, "You know what this really means uh?"
"What," I reply offended that he wasn't happy for me.
"You'll never trust her because you'll project your infidelity on her." Then he just left me standing there.
He's dooming my happiness by feeding me negative view points.
"Have'n't been hit on for years. I wondered why now Loh'Rd? Why did it happen so easily?
I paid the bill, Britney handed me the receipt back with her number on it. I drove all the way home waiting for Carmelita to call me back. When she didn't call me back I justified it as being a sign from the Loh'Rd that it was over and I was justified.
Called Britney. twenty minutes later, after finding out that she has a toddler, who is asleep. She has pictures of her with a man in army fatigues, 'Oh that's my husband, he's way out of the picture now.'
The ceiling fan was chilling until I felt her body heat. I had gotten up the courage to wrap my arms around her as she was finding a cd to put in the sound system...To Billy Ocean singing "I used to think that love was just a fairy tale
Until that first hello until that first smile
But if I had to do it all again I wouldn't change a thing ..."click to hear Billy Ocean song
She felt like a squeezing glove, Our bodies made that skin to skin slapping sound then went to a sweaty slide.
I was glad when I had my arms wrapped around as she slept.
It was nice to be appreciated and to know that I was wanted. Then Carmelita called. Of course, I answered my cell phone. Britney remained asleep. 'No baby that's fine I just was worried that you had gotten hurt.' I played it off. Told her I had just woken and was headed to the corner store to get some soda.I just knew that my Loh'Rd had tested my faith in the beautiful love I have for Carmelita. Then I knew she was the one for me. I drove home."
He, my sponsor, then just looked at me some what annoyed and says, "You know what this really means uh?"
"What," I reply offended that he wasn't happy for me.
"You'll never trust her because you'll project your infidelity on her." Then he just left me standing there.
He's dooming my happiness by feeding me negative view points.
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