100 Love Letters Ill Never Send.(It's got to be a sign from God.. ) (c) 2017

“You’ve gone from sixty thousand a year to sixty dollars a day. When you get out of this phase you really going to wish you would have gone on a few job interviews."  

THE JOB INTERVIEW: “So you worked for Morningside Investors for fifteen years. That’s quite impressive." He talked on and on and I was sure to tell him what I did, and where I went. I fabricated the truth. I heard from some where that your past employer who fired you can’t give you a bad recommendation. It’s against the law. I was dressed in a custom-made suit.

 I was prompted to take a couple days from Waste World via Labor Needs to go on this job interview after listening to a coworker, "I work three jobs just to get away from my nagging wife," he explained and we all laughed. I saw something in his eyes that told me otherwise. He was just there because he had gotten himself in some big financial pit he couldn't climb out of.

That’s what it took for me to follow what my sponsor told me to “You’ve gone from sixty thousand a year to sixty dollars a day. When you get out of this phase you really going to wish you would have gone on a few job interviews."  

“…well, Mr. _______, we’ll get in touch with you in a week,” he looked at me eye to eye. I think that interview went well.

13 times

             She called me 13 times in two hours. I listened to the voice messages numerous times driving back to the house. The desperate, "Baby you need to come get me NOW. I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE." It felt good to be needed. Finally, we can build a life together. Build this thang called love. Then I thought again, "Love don't pay the bills," as I went through my mail. It's an envelope from Morningside Investments. I open it up with dread. They must want to remind me of how terrible I am.

It was a delightful surprise; a check for five thousand dollars. That's right I never took my final paycheck.

It's got to be a sign from God that I go get Karoline from Virginia.