Sometimes it is not others bringing out the magic, it is the magic within you. Open mic reflections...

I woke up this morning missing performing music live in Clarksdale Mississippi. Specifically, the positive feed back I would get that felt so fulfilling. My thoughts this morning centered around
It's all over, I'll never have that again.
For some reason I am very driven. Which a few years ago led me to purchase and rigorously study and apply Tony Robbins Get The Edge to my life. The heart break of an ex-girl friend also motivated me. She'll see how much I rock and want to get back with me. Right? No she mocked, laughed and ridiculed. As did many. I let my vindictiveness drive me. When that anger ran out it left me in great self doubt. Fortunately, my love to be creative brought me back to fulfillment-as it will again.
Sometimes, it is not others bringing out the magic, it is the magic within you.

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