100 Love letters I'll never send

(c) 2017

...to save you is to save myself.
When you want someone you do things to get their attention. To keep em' I believe you build each other into better people.
Only so long that I can keep running from myself. Keep running until I am stopped by all the things i did wrong. This wrongs that come back to me. I pray a love I have built with you will aid in my redemption.

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