(c) 2017 100 Love letters I'll never send (Killing flowers)
Damn I got burned. But the fire inside still burns.
-I thought for sure this was the one. Must have said things that freaked you out. I'm still learning. For I have killed flowers before by too much water. In the past I have ruined my loves. I have been led by neediness, jealousy, possession, I want to do it differently now. In the meantimes I have blamed my loves without wanting to see what I did wrong. I have used excuses "Why does this happen to me?" "I am just not meant to be loved." -thus I took no action to change my life; and I remained on the sidelines of how great my life could be.
When I looked into your eyes I realized this. Thank you, I am quite in love ...
-I thought for sure this was the one. Must have said things that freaked you out. I'm still learning. For I have killed flowers before by too much water. In the past I have ruined my loves. I have been led by neediness, jealousy, possession, I want to do it differently now. In the meantimes I have blamed my loves without wanting to see what I did wrong. I have used excuses "Why does this happen to me?" "I am just not meant to be loved." -thus I took no action to change my life; and I remained on the sidelines of how great my life could be.
When I looked into your eyes I realized this. Thank you, I am quite in love ...
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